I am getting back on track and I am really trying to get myself better. I want to do a lot of things. I am restarting all my projects and coming in with a new mind. I plan on releasing some update along the way. For now though I'll just list all my projects I plan on going through.
I've been dealing with this for quite some time. I'm always tired all the time. From one second I'm happy and can get things done to the next I'm sad and feel worthless to the next I'm angry and just want nothing to do with the world.
I've always kept it to myself but it's getting harder and harder. It is also really getting in the way of my job and in truth, I like working for the place I'm working(Minus the damn manager we have). So I need help, I'm not going to put this on my family, cause honestly, they wouldn't know what to do. I'm gonna call a therapist to get the help I need. I'm also going to try and blog more than I have been.
I'm tired of feeling tired and I'm tired of feeling nothing for things I love to do. This is a major part of why I've slowed development to an almost halt.
The site update is pretty much done. I have gotten most of the website update and restructured. I need to get some of the info for the projects fleshed out a bit. I also need to complete the "design" part of my site so I can show off my design and also start selling some. I also want to start doing more things and such, but that is a different story altogether!
I am trying to get things working well... I'm not sure how this is going to look!!
I'm doing a whole reboot on my website. Which kind of sucks but it needed to be done! I'm keeping a note for all the design aspects I choose so everything looks similar instead of just being a hobbled mess of stuff. So every single page is being redone. EVERY SINGLE PAGE!!!! So this is going to take me a while.
I'm coming back and with a new resolve.
I want to make myself better and I am going to. I'm looking for a job and once I get one I'm gonna get the help I need. I'm tired of how things are going and I need help. So when I get the help I need I'm gonna get back into the swing of things. To do this I am limiting myself to only 6 projects (Which are not that big). That being Furr Friends, Squirrely Utilities(Squirrely Converters), Streaming Toolbox, Squirrely Core CMD, Squirrely Blog Poster, and This website. I'm I'm also going to pick up learning Python and German. I might stream some development work when I can.
Doesn't things look fancy fancy?
I bought a lot of ui things to help with the redesign!
Currently, I'm about around 30% done with the redesign, though that is just a guess as I really don't want to take the time to maths it.
But I am getting close.
What I still need to do is
If you have stumbled upon this site while I am working on it, welcome, and please bear with me as I'm still editing the site to the way I want it.
I have many things planned in the future and I would love to show them off, but I work a full time job as well, so it'll take me a bit.
For a while now I've been wanting to do a rating system that I can use for my videos. I didn't want to use the standard rating system that movies use, so I decided to use my own. It uses some things from the ESRB descriptors, but other than that it's really up to you which video is considered what, to a limit of corse. I also created a template for other people to use if they so wish to.
Tis a new website, looks eerily like the old one, and that is for a good reason! Now all my things are in one location, makes keeping track of everything even easier! This is my new blog, and every update will go here! It's still in beta though, so not everything is up to date! I do plan on releasing a lot of things!
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